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Live at the Cactus Cafe EP

by Ben Ballinger

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somegoodco Heard this one on KUTX, but only in snippets, and was instantly into it. Really love this release - great tunes, great sound. Cheers!
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    Recorded Live on June 5th, 2013 at the legendary Cactus Cafe in Austin, Texas. 6 songs presented with vocals and guitar, with a guest appearance by Jennie Weiland playing French Horn on an early version of Ashes to Ashes.
    These 6 songs are a sampler of Ballinger's best, spanning 3 albums, including the latest, 'The State I'm In'. However, this show took place almost a year before 'The State I'm In' was recorded, offering early intimate versions of Natatorium, Radio, and Ashes to Ashes.
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1.
Natatorium 04:13
NATATORIUM copyright Ben Ballinger 2014 I got my first kiss in the Fort Dalles Museum I smoked stolen cigarettes under the bridge And I peed in the natatorium. I kicked that cold, smokin Camels I won that race with a hangover And I'll follow you with a broken heart. You are the laughing bleeding smiling singing woman I want to marry You with my t-shirt as your tourniquet, my automobile, Your good Samaritan I'm as naked as a jay bird in the middle of the middle of nowhere And all I have is a black ski mask, hitchhiking at night, On an unused overpass And I will lose my life, If I lose you, I love you Don't make me die in pursuit You are my Greyhound bus, full of hot chocolate, Compass glow in the darkness, You are my warmest quilted comforter, My knitted mittens, my seamless red umbrella Tell me not, Tell me not to waste my time Tell me not, Tell me not to live a lie Tell me not, Tell me not to love a lass.... Praying high and low, she loves you back And I will lose my life, If I lose you, I love you Don't make me die in pursuit
2.
Radio 03:52
RADIO copyright Ben Ballinger 2011 I can be a loud mouth lunatic Full of Ads and static On the low end of the AM dial And I say, Ba-By Oh! Let me be your Ra-Di-Oh! I can love you e - ven though I Tell You This From a Mi-cro-phone I'm the saving grace for some You couldn't beat me for a cheap companion I'm a melody You can't help but sing You're my one and only Listener My morning Growl, My evening whisper Baby Receive Me, Please Believe Me, I can love you even though, I tell you this from a microphone
3.
Rise and Run 04:08
Rise and Run In the morning i’m gonna rise and run away This town has had it’s last look at my face In a burning barn up the creek I was born and raised I got a top notch education from my mistakes I gave nothing, I took everything I could take For a tale like mine I’m in pretty good shape When I was young, I planned my great escape Now I’m a coward, stuck in the planning phase And it doesn’t matter how many times I moved away Everytime that I look up I’m back in this place I do believe the life I live is trapped in a bottle its a lonely path, I didn’t plan to follow Like a frog in a pot starting to boil Im just sitting here, drawing shapes in the soil All my window frames are filled with looking glass I want to lock that door and never look back I have no faith in the forecast, there’s rain in store Time is a river, the past is a resevoure And it doesn’t matter how many times I moved away Every time that I look up I’m back in this place So I say goodbye to the Granada, broken bulbs and all Im heading South if I can climb my own brick wall And it doesn’t matter how many times I moved away Every time that I look up I’m back in this place
4.
Pocketknife 04:34
POCKETKNIFE copyright Ben Ballinger 2011 Take me up that long gravel driveway Show me to the inside of that shed Hand me mason jars of rusty hardware And I will do my best to make some sense Build my brother and I a wooden bunkbed Watch me as I learn to tie my shoes Let me lick the bowl when you make brownies And discipline me with a wooden spoon And the world hurts And the eyes burn Life hits you in the cheek and the world turns Blackbeans and rice left over Cream cheese birthday carrot cake Doctor Pepper Bourbon chaser Know I don't know what I think x2 Know I don't know what I eyeeeee Draw a dusty line across the dresser Wring out another ragged cotton towel Dig the dandelions with your pocketknife Muttering “It's good to be Alive” Chorus Outro
5.
Astoria 04:17
ASTORIA copyright Ben Ballinger 2007 You tried to tame your dress on a day that begged for a kite And I walked you as a lady with the weather on my side I want to mess up your hair when there's nobody there I want to taste your tenderness Astoria! I owe ya a cough syrup Sunday You fined me for “Failure to use restraint” I built my love on pillars that I fashioned with my helpful hands And you smiled like a lover unaware I was working with sand I want to braid your hair around my neck I want to feel you like fields feel rain Astoria! Well I owe ya a hammock in the autumn afternoon where I can sleep 'til I die, Trying not to miss you I spoke with hope of a sun, setting slow over our shared horizon And the men in me and the moon both knew the tide was rising I want to carve my arms with symbols of you. For I have loved you so much that it scarred my heart. Astoria! I owe ya The mouth of the Columbia! You gave me a green steel road arched like a rainbow Astoria! I owe ya a single shot salute Fired at my heart in honor of you and the truth. . . .
6.
ASHES TO ASHES copyright Ben Ballinger 2012 I believe that when we are born, we contain no original sin. We are helplessly innocent and for a while I was no exception. But as I grew I saw the great divide in between right and wrong I didn't lose my innocence, I gave it away one piece at a time My disposition is not my decision, I was born beneath a black tree And despite the advice, I've learned otherwise that the world has it out for me Good Lord! That's some bad luck. Lightning Twice has Struck Call it what you want to, I don't want to argue, I call it The Blues.... It's been a blue moon or two since I was down And that means for me it will be any day now. My life was going alright, I had almost overcome But I made a deal when I did the Deed and I can't Run. Well I got a heart so fond of Sadness, Oh you know that I have this And a head so full of Gloom, I have that too I have a life long sentence and nothing to lose Call it what you want to, I don't want to argue, I call it The Blues. Well I tried to leave them on the Highway, in a storm of tears and headlights I thought I was stronger than my sadness but my Blues beat me in a fair fight I tried to drown them in Liquor, I tried to smother them in Lust, Call it what you want to.... ASHES TO ASHES DUST TO DUST

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released August 16, 2018

Engineered and recorded live by Jeff Hoskins
Mixed by Devin James Fry at The Castle in Austin, Texas
Produced by Past Prayers (Alex Livingston)

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Ben Ballinger Austin, Texas

Ben Ballinger makes roots music with an uncommon emotional depth and songwriting mastery. A balladeer in the truest sense, Ballinger is a craftsman, building fine-tuned melodies out of roughhewn passions. After digging deep into the Austin, Texas scene for the past few years, Ballinger stands out among the pack of would-be Country soulmen with an undeniably genuine, and original delivery. ... more

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